So..i had this conversation with a friend while doing my duty on chinese new year eve..
It happen after he saw a "kakak" and ran away and left his camp pass at the exact spot where he saw her and end up i havta go back there alone to get it for him.You bloody pussy.I wont let you forget it ass...lol!!

We were talking about the nazis,religion,world war II blablabla..Then some how the topic about life after ORD somehow came out.So he asked what am i gonna do after i fuck off from the army.My answer of course..go back to school.Then..It struck me...by the time i'm really done with school..i'll be 23..will i get a job..will it be good enough..do i wanna be a 23 year old who ask money from mommy.

Its not that i dont have my future planned.But its the thought of if i'll ever be able to really achieve what i want in life.I dont wanna live in hardship no more.I wanna be comfortable..i wanna have money..i wanna have power.The saying "money doesnt make the world goes round" is bullshit.Money is everything.

But with a population of over 4 million people in Singapore..is there enough "good" jobs out there for me in the future.Will i ever survive this dog eat dog world.

Will i ever be able to become the envy of every single mother fucker that has put me down?Will i ever make everyone that has ever left me regret leaving me.Will i ever be able to let my future family have a fucking comfortable life?God dammit..i'm gonna have to start buying TOTO again...


And Nurul<3..No more mood swings tau!Sorry for being late lah!Tertido siol!penat sak duty.Guard comd tak buat kerja..semua "super RP" yang buat..puki nye muckle.And today..even though we ran out of plans and because of CNY we didnt get to shop/window shop and didnt wanna go far cause its getting late and you're tired..and i'm tired..I had fun."CNY discount~60% off~!"LOL
I'm gonna make you drink the milk tea again :P.

At First I Fell In Love With That Sweet Pretty Face
When I Get To Know You Better..I Fell In Love With You..

I Love You Nurul<3